So, I've been trying to get back to good this week after my weekend of splurging at my parents and regionals. I got up this morning and did 25min on the Stair Master after doing "Nutts" at CF last night (10 HSPU, 15 DL @155#, 25 BJ @ 24", 50 Pullups, 100 WB @ 14#, 200 DU, 400m run with a 25# plate)... 20:59 was my time, craziness- I hate WB.
And after regionals, I know what it is I need to do- but I need to get focused and on track first- so my first step... another Whole30. Starting June 1, I know I've said it before and I've been trying to decide why I'm having a hard time restarting.
Before, I was so excited for a certain man to see the changes I had made that it kept me motivated,and when he wasn't impressed and he didn't even care.. I stopped caring ultimately.
I need to do this for me.
I thought this was a great idea, just perm marker at the beginning of the day but a reminder that you can keep going. I'm committing. I'm going to do my whole 45, June 1-July 15. On July 15 I will restart MY and really kick my own ass. Even if I do not get on a stage until November, I will do a figure show this fall- I want to show that I can do both.
I love Ashley Horner because of her versatility. Bikini, Figure, Crossfit, Triathlete... that's what I want- everything. I want to go to regionals next year, and I want to look awesome doing it.
I want to be capable of so much, and I want to be just like Ashley and Miranda (Oldroyd)... *hero worship*
Ok, I'm going to get back on track... I will do this.
And after regionals, I know what it is I need to do- but I need to get focused and on track first- so my first step... another Whole30. Starting June 1, I know I've said it before and I've been trying to decide why I'm having a hard time restarting.
Before, I was so excited for a certain man to see the changes I had made that it kept me motivated,and when he wasn't impressed and he didn't even care.. I stopped caring ultimately.
I need to do this for me. 
I thought this was a great idea, just perm marker at the beginning of the day but a reminder that you can keep going. I'm committing. I'm going to do my whole 45, June 1-July 15. On July 15 I will restart MY and really kick my own ass. Even if I do not get on a stage until November, I will do a figure show this fall- I want to show that I can do both. 
I love Ashley Horner because of her versatility. Bikini, Figure, Crossfit, Triathlete... that's what I want- everything. I want to go to regionals next year, and I want to look awesome doing it.
I want to be capable of so much, and I want to be just like Ashley and Miranda (Oldroyd)... *hero worship*
Ok, I'm going to get back on track... I will do this.
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