So I have 5 dogs and 2 cats at my house until Friday... and I'm trying to eat my lunch while 6/7 animals stare at me... it's weird.
For being a complete failure at being 100% clean dieting, I'm still doing ok. I gave in yesterday and ate at Freddy's Frozen Custard with my parents, they really wanted to try it and I was in the mood to cheat. I really need some support, like someone to go 60 days with me starting May 1- anyone in? It shouldn't be this hard, I'm still solo, I love the food I've learned to cook- but I just can't keep it 100% lately... I'm not dealing as well as I'd hoped.
Problem with this is... I do want to do it! But now I think of this chick's picture
and think "WILL MY ABS APPRECIATE THIS?" Instead of do I "really want this"... because that answer is yes :) but my abs say no. So, here I am eating Indian Spiced Beef with cauliflower rice, curry sauce, and broccoli...
and it is delicious- I just know that last night if the dogs weren't such a pain kennel I would have gone out to get some skittles! So, it's time to PRIORITIZE ME. I want this, I want to perform better, I want to look better, I want a certain coward of a man to DROOL when he sees updated pictures of me at the gym and competition- as if he already didn't know what he threw away. Excuse my language, but he can go &$%@ himself- I'm over it, but I do want him to really REALLY regret every aspect of me that he lost by being so selfish.
So I'm going to eat, and dye my hair... and then who knows. The workout today was beastly, but I got 10 muscle ups successfully after other movements which is a BIG improvement. I only failed on 3. I still cannot string them together, but I am getting up there consistently! I also did the entire workout with a 105# bar... when it was supposed to be 95#... oops, I'm better for it now.
*stay fit, LOVE YOUrself.*
So I have 5 dogs and 2 cats at my house until Friday... and I'm trying to eat my lunch while 6/7 animals stare at me... it's weird.
For being a complete failure at being 100% clean dieting, I'm still doing ok. I gave in yesterday and ate at Freddy's Frozen Custard with my parents, they really wanted to try it and I was in the mood to cheat. I really need some support, like someone to go 60 days with me starting May 1- anyone in? It shouldn't be this hard, I'm still solo, I love the food I've learned to cook- but I just can't keep it 100% lately... I'm not dealing as well as I'd hoped. 
Problem with this is... I do want to do it! But now I think of this chick's picture 
and think "WILL MY ABS APPRECIATE THIS?" Instead of do I "really want this"... because that answer is yes :) but my abs say no. So, here I am eating Indian Spiced Beef with cauliflower rice, curry sauce, and broccoli...
and it is delicious- I just know that last night if the dogs weren't such a pain kennel I would have gone out to get some skittles! So, it's time to PRIORITIZE ME. I want this, I want to perform better, I want to look better, I want a certain coward of a man to DROOL when he sees updated pictures of me at the gym and competition- as if he already didn't know what he threw away. Excuse my language, but he can go &$%@ himself- I'm over it, but I do want him to really REALLY regret every aspect of me that he lost by being so selfish.
So I'm going to eat, and dye my hair... and then who knows. The workout today was beastly, but I got 10 muscle ups successfully after other movements which is a BIG improvement. I only failed on 3. I still cannot string them together, but I am getting up there consistently! I also did the entire workout with a 105# bar... when it was supposed to be 95#... oops, I'm better for it now.
*stay fit, LOVE YOUrself.*
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