Why is that whenever I have a really good plan... life happens. I'm in the middle of moving and it is killing my drive to eat clean... and then I think I'll be good and go over to Ben and James' and just eat some steak and veggies... and I ruin 11 days of good eating. It's not their fault, but I definitely caved and I think the stress of all of this is doing it. I hammered out a really good plan, but with my house in chaos... my brain is in chaos.
So here I am pre-cheat meal... we'll see how it looks in the morning. If it's not bad... maybe I will just keep going for another 4 days and then call it a "whole30".... if its not pretty I'm back to basics and instead of counting down the days on my hand... I'm going to try counting up the days I've been without a cheat successfully.
This is what I want... and I need to get focused.
I have a job interview at 10am in Waco tomorrow, hopefully it is the puzzle piece that will fit my ordered brain back together- this unknown is killing me mentally and physically. I'm so exhausted.
*stay fit*
So here I am pre-cheat meal... we'll see how it looks in the morning. If it's not bad... maybe I will just keep going for another 4 days and then call it a "whole30".... if its not pretty I'm back to basics and instead of counting down the days on my hand... I'm going to try counting up the days I've been without a cheat successfully.
This is what I want... and I need to get focused.
I have a job interview at 10am in Waco tomorrow, hopefully it is the puzzle piece that will fit my ordered brain back together- this unknown is killing me mentally and physically. I'm so exhausted.
*stay fit*
I recently found your blog. You have sparked and ignited the inspiration I had lost, so thank you!!! You're on the right track, keep it up...you have inspired me with your dedication, hard work and discipline! You allowed me to see how I had lost all that and that it is possible!! Keep on blogging, girl! :) Btw, I live in Killeen and crossfit. I used to teach at Golds but now I WOD on post (Applied Fitness Center) or workout at home. I went to Ben's box when he first opened but for no reason stopped going and I went to 254 but the atmosphere wasn't for me...maybe because I would go at 4:30, not sure, but i wasn't motivated to go there. Thanks for sharing your journey, keep it comin'! Stay fit! ;)
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