Why is that whenever I have a really good plan... life happens. I'm in the middle of moving and it is killing my drive to eat clean... and then I think I'll be good and go over to Ben and James' and just eat some steak and veggies... and I ruin 11 days of good eating. It's not their fault, but I definitely caved and I think the stress of all of this is doing it. I hammered out a really good plan, but with my house in chaos... my brain is in chaos.
So here I am pre-cheat meal... we'll see how it looks in the morning. If it's not bad... maybe I will just keep going for another 4 days and then call it a "whole30".... if its not pretty I'm back to basics and instead of counting down the days on my hand... I'm going to try counting up the days I've been without a cheat successfully.
This is what I want... and I need to get focused.
I have a job interview at 10am in Waco tomorrow, hopefully it is the puzzle piece that will fit my ordered brain back together- this unknown is killing me mentally and physically. I'm so exhausted.
*stay fit*
So here I am pre-cheat meal... we'll see how it looks in the morning. If it's not bad... maybe I will just keep going for another 4 days and then call it a "whole30".... if its not pretty I'm back to basics and instead of counting down the days on my hand... I'm going to try counting up the days I've been without a cheat successfully.
This is what I want... and I need to get focused.
I have a job interview at 10am in Waco tomorrow, hopefully it is the puzzle piece that will fit my ordered brain back together- this unknown is killing me mentally and physically. I'm so exhausted.
*stay fit*
